Why do you believe in God?

First of all, YES there was an earthquake! The biggest earthquake (5.3) in the UK for nearly 25 years woke me up on Wednesday just before 1am. I (halfway) woke up, thought "What? What is this?" and basically fell right back to sleep. So weird...but thankfully, it was still a small enough 'quake to not make much damage.

Now, as the Brits would say, "On to the more important bit!"

If I hadn't done enough work over the last 6 months to merit my living in England, this past week alone would have more than compensated. I have had the craziest, most exciting week! And yet, there is more to come...

The Fittros have welcomed a team of Lincoln Christian College students to Nottingham for the last few years (for one week of cross-cultural ministry experience). The West Bridgford School even plans the team into its R.E. ("Religious Education") curriculum! This year, the school sent 17 students. Those students, plus a couple of their leaders, the Fittro family, our current intern, Amy and I....yeah, quite a crowd of Christians storming into the local school! It sounds silly, but it really does cause quite a stir when every 11-16 year old student is told they are guaranteed to have a conversation with at least one American. So anyhow, we were split into groups, and sent to 3 or 4 different classes during each of the day's 5 periods.

A typical day in the schools like this turns out to be not very typical at all. For example, one of my days started with a class of 17 year olds studying popular theories of why atheists believe God doesn't exist. My next class was a room full of 12 year olds trying to compare and contrast Christianity with Sikhism. Then, I had a small table of 16 year olds working out medical ethics issues (abortion, euthanasia, animal testing...) and then, to cap off my day, I had a table of 15 year old boys all to myself to discuss the Christian viewpoint of sex, marriage, and homosexuality. Yep. Quite the full day!

I didn't think this week would be as exhausting as it actually ended up being. It really wears you down emotionally to be put in the hot seat for your faith. Every class that we were in required that we split into small groups for more one-on-one time with the kids. Here are some of the questions I was asked, word-for-word, this week:

- "How can you believe a God exists when things like hurricane Katrina happen?"
- "Do you think homosexuals are going to hell?"
- "How can you believe that someone died and came back to life?"
- "Do you think that maybe you're just a Christian because your parents are?"
- "Have you ever witnessed a miracle?"
- "Do you believe in ghosts?"
- "If there is a God, why did he give most of the money in the world to selfish people?"

The comment I heard the most this week was, "Christianity is my religion, but I don't know anything about it. I'm not even sure if a God exists." Frustrating things such as this kept creeping up, but I definitely took the time to celebrate the victories found in kids that I can tell are getting SO close to seeing Christ as the Truth, as well as the one little boy who commented "Wow, I never actually thought of it that way before" after I desperately tried to explain why I believe God exists. I think MANY seeds were planted in the school this week.

In a few of the classes, the teacher actually had the kids stand up to indicate if they consider themselves theists, agnostics, or atheists. After my initial shock that they are allowed to ask the students to do this in a public school, I was again shocked to see young kids proudly standing to identify themselves - in relatively equal numbers - as the three options. A few of each were asked to defend their position. There are SO many kids that are struggling within themselves as an agnostic - unsure of the answer to "the God question." Even the head of the R.E. department stood to claim he was an agnostic, saying that recent events (the death of his mother) have caused him to question God's existence.

We decided months ago that we would plan a youth cafe night for one of the nights the Lincoln team was here. We promoted the event tirelessly in all of the classes at the school (food, live band, games, karaoke!). Well, tonight was the big night! We had no clue how many kids would show up, having an event on a school night with a bunch of strangers and all...but about 45 teens showed up!! We were so excited! For West Bridgford, THAT is a breakthrough. It was a fun, encouraging night.

Tomorrow is my last full day of R.E. classes. I'm going to miss it...but then again...I am VERY excited about the next few days! Guess where I'm staying this weekend? A CASTLE! Yes!! Alton Castle! Amy and I were invited to be team leaders at a youth weekend away with 53 of the students at St. Luke's Anglican Church. When I attended a meeting to help plan and prepare for the weekend away, I couldn't help but laugh when I heard that the biggest obstacle in planning the outdoor games was the concern over the kids possibly falling into the giant MOAT around the castle. Truly, the issues in English youth ministry are quite different :) Also, looking over my schedule of events, there is a billiards competition in the dungeon, and small group meetings in the crypt. I am SO excited! A proper English castle! And we're even having a Medieval banquet for dinner one night - - complete with all of us leaders renting Medieval costumes as a surprise for the teens. Amazing, right?

Hope you all have a lovely weekend...and try not to be too jealous of me! I promise I'll take lots of pictures at the castle, and share as soon as I can :)